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Nov. 11th, 2004 @ 06:43 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: happyhappy

okay, i just made a new livejournal......


so, add it, write down, whatever...i'll have this one for another week or so.  Just comment so I know who has added me and such.

A new AIM screen name is in the making, too.   I'll keep ya posted.


I'm wearing Homeskool's sweatshirt and i feel super content and warm and happy.

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Nov. 11th, 2004 @ 05:41 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: anxiousanxious

I just applied at grand valley....


so now i sit back and wait....

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Nov. 11th, 2004 @ 05:14 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: confusedconfused

first off...


HAPPY belated  20th BIRTHDAY, HOLLY!!  YAY!

okay, so, life has been like this lately.....

Aaron IS going to the dance with me, and it makes me V-E-R-Y happy.  Except for the fact that I now really do have to lose weight and look not so fat.  But i think it's just because i'm so bloated.  Yup.

Yesterday I went to youth group, and it was much fun.  Aaron's band is sweet, if I do say so myself.  I had a lot of fun.  Yay.

Today was...long.  And I've decided to change my future.  I have NO clue what I will be doing a year from now.  Except for being at GVSU.  But I don't know what I want to do with my life.  I guess it's a good thing that I'm coming to this conclusion now rather than when I'm half way through my college career.

I have dance tonight, and then half day tomorrow.  WoooHooo.

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Nov. 9th, 2004 @ 06:23 pm I like you, you can tell that i'd like to know you well.
Current Mood: determineddetermined
24 hours later, i wait for aaron to call. But then again, I'm also not home, so he could've called, and I would never have known....

Brett came over today. And I also saw Duane. It was a good day. Now, just to top it off...i'm gonna go home and see if SOMEBODY called me...

If not, I will call him, then divorce him, then kill him, then marry his brother.

Maybe not in that order....

(for those of you who dont know my sense of humor, i was k-i-d-d-i-n-g)
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Nov. 8th, 2004 @ 08:16 pm I only beat you when I'm drunk, you're only pretty when you're crying...
Current Mood: frustratedfrustrated
Quick little update:

I called Aaron a bit ago. Asked him to the Dance. He didn't have anything planned that day, but he was still talking to his parents about it, so he's going to call me tomorrow, supposively. Umm...okay.
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Nov. 8th, 2004 @ 04:58 pm OH BABY!
Need I say more?
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Nov. 8th, 2004 @ 03:51 pm Its hard to notice the gleaming from the sky when you're staring at the cracks...
Current Mood: bouncybouncy

So I had quite the entertaining weekend....

Friday, Jenn and I went to the 'Vous and ate hamburgers and watched people.  Then we called Stinky, for lack of anything better to do.  That was quite entertaining to say the least.  Then we went to a "party" at Audra/Jimmy/Daryn's house.  Yeah...we sat there and watched Bruce Almighty.  Wooo....Then Jenn and I went to Meijers and there was a USED condom in the women's bathroom.  Icky.  I brought Jenn home, and got home around midnight.

On Saturday I went shopping with Mom and her friend Lori.  We had chinese food.  Then just Kyle and I went shopping.  We went to his house, and then back to mine.  Mom, Terry, Kyle, and I went to Joe's Steakhouse and were basically catered to.  That was nice.  Then I went to see "The Incredibles" with Duane.  Who happened to get his lip piereced.  Yum.  I got home around 12:15.

Sunday I went to church with Aaron.  I was supposed to pick up G-ma afterwards, but I stayed for pizza and then lost track of time.  Oops.  G-ma wasn't mad, but Mother didn't really appreciate it.  Oh well.  At Aaron's we had BBQ Chicken pizza and watched "A Mighty Wind."  It turns out that Aaron had tried to call me on Saturday, but I obviously wasn't around.  But he tried to call!  I was so impressed.

Today I had auditions for band, and I think I did okay.  I've done worse, let me tell ya.  People were talking about the "holiday" dance, and I've decided that i'm going with......my dad.  hahha. Logan heard me say that, and he was like, "Why don't you ask Aaron?"  I told him that I didn't know, and he said that i should.  So perhaps I will.  Okay, I will.  But when I get turned down, I'm going with Daddy.  Wouldn't that be special...?!

Much Love-------


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Nov. 5th, 2004 @ 10:50 am Welcome to the planet.
Current Mood: confusedconfused
So i guess Brett is coming over today? I think i need to learn how to NOT make plans at 12 am when i'm really tired and out of it. Because I have a feeling that it's going to have bad written all over it. I know what he wants, and I always have...I need to come up with some kind of excuse or something, but i don't want to lie to him. And to be completely honest, I wouldn't have minded seeing Kevin today, actually, because I haven't seen that kid in so long, and I really miss him. But i don't know. Either way, I'll probably end up doing something that I regret. But with Kevin, I know that he's not just in it to "get some." Or whatever. Blah. I just need to skip to tonight. Speaking of which.................


Tommorrow I'm hanging out with Kyle. I really don't know what we're doing. I think just going to the mall and Barnes & Noble. Then my mom is going to make dinner. So yeah.

But if anyone really wants to do something today (which I'm sure is about...no one...) feel free to call me. Please...?
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Nov. 4th, 2004 @ 09:51 pm Just some random thoughts.
Current Mood: thoughtfulthoughtful
Current Music: Postal Service
*I've realized that "Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind" is hands down my favorite movie. Aside from "Requim." I simply love that movie. A lot.

*It's amazing how a single song can send thousands of memories rushing back to you. How that one song allows you to close your eyes and see certain things that you haven't thought about in almost a year. Like a certain car with its certain smell. And the way the air felt. And how you felt in his arms. And it's that one song that makes you realize how much you really miss him, and how much you really care about him, and it starts to drive you insane, because that song happens to be your favorite song, and you can't listen to it anymore without these thoughts rushing through your mind, and the one thing that bothers you the most is that no matter how hard you try, when you close your eyes, you can only see a quick snapshot of his face...that same face that you long to see again, even if it's just for one moment. You just want to hold him one last time...give him one last kiss...tell him that you love him again.....

But you know that you can't, and that you never will.

I hate the way it feels knowing that you will never see someone again...ever.
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Nov. 4th, 2004 @ 04:23 pm Would you resent me if I said that I missed you?
Current Mood: relievedrelieved
Current Music: The stupid audition music that is stuck in my head!
First of all, let me say how absolutely ridiculous it is that people are getting so worked up over the results of the election. Holy crap people. It's really no need to go into a deep, dark depression over. Or even cry about. Honestly, I was completely neutral. I mean, yes, I was leaning towards Bush a bit, but I wouldn't have had a friggin break down had he lost. So yeah, like KERRY said, we need to become a unified country again. So...get over it, I suppose.

Okay, on to better things.....
I don't have school tomorrow. And Aaron does. Hahahaha. So I will sleep all day. But J-DUBBYA IS COMING HOME TOMORROW!! So I am most definately hanging out with her. I guess some Brian kid is having a going away "social gathering," and I think we're going to that. But I'll be good, kids, so don't you worry. Anywho, Saturday is totally free, so if you want to get some good quality Cora Time in, give me a call. Sunday I'm going to church and then chilling with Aaron. Then practicing for auditions on Monday. Kara told me that she thought I could make Wind Ensemble. I hope she's right. All that i know is that I have the audition music stuck in my head, and it's the same 2 measures over and over, and I want to scream.


There, that was my scream.

Um...yeah, so that's about it for me. Dance tonight, and I have to kick some girl's arse because she's talking smack about my Angela, and that DOES NOT fly with me. At all. The smack down shall be laid.
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